/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>2547961
I told my parents I was bi and they were fine with it. Still leaves the possibility for grandkids, and they know it's all academic since I'll die alone either way.
Men are even worse than women.

I miss the streams.

>draw on-and-off
>get into depressed self-doubt mode often, and easily
>end up quitting and coming back again every time
>I know that if I quit forever I'll kick myself in the ass for not having practised when I was younger later on
>I really want to make cool things like comics. I used to love Glen Keane but now my current favourite art styles are Mike Mignola's and the Darkest Dungeon style.
>I never like looking at my drawings
>I never fully finish anything with ink and colour
>I never work on any ideas because my skill won't do it justice
>never post on any gallery site for those reasons
>doodle and try to improve anyway
>I am extremely intimidated by trying to draw what I see IRL or in photo
>when I try I dislike the results
>my poor self-esteem makes it hard to draw because looking at my drawings feels painful
>my friends say that my drawings are appealing but I know they're just being nice
>mfw I could actually become a good artist if I learned to enjoy the process rather than fixating so much on results and shitting down on everything I do

what do i do /ic/