/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4771107
We dared to have dreams past college.

> Having stable artist life, doing porn commisions
> Cousin writes to me: "hey anon, there will be anniversary of my parents marriage, I'd like to give them a picture as a gift. Would you be able to paint them?"
> I agreed
> Decided to return to my old workflow
> I have done the sketch and sent to my cousin
> "Its okay anon, but only the faces do not look alike them"
> Decided to use my usual workflow
> My mum walks in and asks me who am I drawing
> " - Its, aunt Stacy and uncle Joe"
> " - Hmm, uncle looks similar but Stacy is unlike"
> I redrawed everything completley
> After whole day Stacy's face is still looks awful, despite all construction drawing under.

Holly fuck. I regret taking this commision so mutch. Its drains me away. I wasted whole week doing nothing but suffering while drawing this bloody portait. I really wanna draw everything but this. I cant focus on anything while drawing something else knowing that I have to fininsh this portait soon. It really pains me that I feel so drained by craft that I really love.