/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>be me
>practice drawing everyday for years and want to be a professional artist
>finally got my first commission last month after years of practice
>mfw the first commission I got was to draw a furry porn with milf dog and shota rat
>I never even drawn a furry character before but did it anyway because I'm poor and needed the money
>after finish drawing, I realize that I'm becoming what I hated the most
>mfw it's only for 10$

I only ever want to draw cute anime girls for a living, is it time to stop bros?

>Finally has the balls to start drawing for the day after procrastinating for the past 3 hours.
>Trying to somewhat warm up. Referencing off an ink sketch on art person I like on pencil.
>Not getting into it. Messing up.
>Losing confidence, getting frustrated.
>Gives up and plays video games for rest of night.
>Cycle continues next day.

tl;dr - Any tips on getting motivation or enthusiastic about referencing?
I would love to spend 6 hours a day just practicing or just sketching for the hell of it and stop being a little bitch, but I keep on getting distracted or frustrated.

Hi!

I am planning to start an art series called "The worst things in the world".

To do this, I'd need to compile a list of some of the worst things that have/could or will happen.

My question to you is; What do YOU consider to be one of the worst things in the world?