/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Yesterday i while i was still trying to do the first chapter of something that i have trying to do right for the last year or so, but also yesterday i realized that i got ptsd from hearing my mom's drunk voice... and i rememeber asking about if it was embarrassing do something a bit like an autobiography, and i'm still conflicted about it... but i really need to vent out all of it before i lost the last strand and off myself...

It really embarrasing if i do a story about a suicidal girl but a random does not try to stop her, if not actually join her, but then it was a bluff to save her and then the story goes on about the random's backstory and how doesn't want to kill himself yet, it would be worth it? Or i just keep trying to do that first chapter of the other story that i want to do?