/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Anyone else feel like they're going to kill themselves if they don't draw? Like seriously.

If I don't get to draw "enough" a few days in a row, I get dumb, agitated, impulsive. Last time I ended up hurting myself, it's fucking stupid.
I thought art was my way to de-stress, but turns out it doesn't matter if working peak stress hours or doing absolutely nothing at work.

I get these buzzing thoughts of shame, despair, hopelessness if I don't feel like I did enough in a day. I get nightmares, I can't sleep, it sounds excessively dramatic but I can't help it.

It's like I'm living a non-stop emotional rollercoaster of highs when I feel satisfied and lows and I'm afraid that one day I'm going to do something really stupid I can't fix.