/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>be me
>drawing in the living room in my niece ipad while talking with my mom
>one of her friends came home
>they start talking about stupid shit
>mom goes tot he kitchen to make coffee for them
>i know if i leave the woman will make fun of me cuz she is the kind of flirty annyoing old woman
>she gets close to me
>"oh what you drawing anon"
>i can feel her body against my arm as she tries to see the tablet
>my dick so hard i pierce a rock
>"thats a cute sailor moon" refering to the anime girl im drawing
>"oh i have an idea anon, you should draw me, but i want something special, like dicaprio on the titanic"
>i tell her she can come home any time for that
>she just smile at me everytime we cross eyes
>everytime she comes home i tell her we can do it
>she dosnt reply and just smile back
>one day my mom said she had to tell me something
>"anon i know you like my friend but this is really innapropiate, besides, she is too old for you, please stop asking her weird shit, is really embarassing"
>i told my mom she is crazy
>everytime this woman came home i avoid her
>"oh anon dont be shy, just ask me"
>every woman on that room (sometimes 5) laugh at me

i didnt understand until years later when i decided to watch the movie and realized dicaprio painted rose naked and then had sex. this woman left the country years ago and my mom sometimes say she prob will come this christmas to see her family and i get excited but she never comes. my mom still do that coffee reunion with her friends and time to time they remember me how i tried to fuck an older woman by asking directly in front of my mom. but somehow i now want to, i even find myself doing 1 or even 2 more reps in my gym sessions when i think "just for her"