/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Well, i hope one person adds...
im honestly really stuck..... life feels hopeless

All the people i reach out to, just have as many followers as me.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

All my life, i wanted to be an animator in japan and fulfill the weeb dream. I come from a rich family, and my parents want me to be business man. I could run away, and get some minimum wage job and draw on the side, but I know I could never be rich, my appearance would dwindle, and I could get never get a wife. So fine! Im going to prove ic i dont need a wife or being rich, and that I can be a japanese animator slave. I got me 4 cups of water and a chamber pot on standby plus flamin hot cheetos to keep me awake. Im going to attempt to draw for 11 hours straight without leaving this room, checking ic, listening to music, or lying in bed. And if i fail, i know it wasn't meant to be.... Im 18 and have already been accepted into a college too

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqBim3NceZs

so mods, do the honor, and ban my blogging ass from 4chin.

Wish me luck /ic/. And remember, its not for anime, kawaii anime girls, waifuism, or expressing yourself, its FOR DRAWING AND SHOWING THOSE NIPS I CAN BE AN ANIMATOR TOO!