/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>friends with this girl, in fact she's my only art friend
>sometimes we see each other daily, other times we disappear for weeks
>we don't go out either, she just comes over to my place to read manga/novels and chat while I draw
>It's actually really fun. I have someone to show my art and OCs and stories to snd she gives really good critique
>...
>We had sex
And uhh, that was it... Any of that stuff I mentioned before? We don't do that anymore.
She shows up, we fuck, a bit of chitchat but that's it. She's just not interested in hearing about my art-stuff anymore.

I'm not trying to blame it on her either, like when she comes on to me I just can't say no... Part of it is she's the only woman in my life and I'm afraid of disappointing her. But I'm also a lonely, horny guy and if a pretty girl says she wants me... Well, you know.

We're not dating or anything either, I tried to talk to her about it and apparently we're just "fun".
Like, honestly I wouldn't date her, but finally having a friend I can talk to on the same level was just something I didn't know I needed...