/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>Extreme anxiety and procrastination
>Can't ever apply all the knowledge I have learned
>Also have incredibly high standards

>Get desperate as hell and remove all standards, desire to make good art, favorite artists, appreciation for old masters, philosophy about art, intentions to impress clients, EVERYTHING
>Now I can draw for hours a day
>Can apply all the knowledge that I have learned
>got gud
>Got lots of followers online
>Actually got a job at art and started making money
>But now I don't care about art
>Drawing and painting are as boring as cleaning dishes
>Got a chance to met all the artists that inspired me become an artist, but I rejected because I don't even give a shit anymore

I never talk about this because a lot people get offended because I'm not a passionate bohemian that breathes artistic passion everyday.
It's just a job. Not everyone should strive to be an art god.
Now I'm interested in programming, biohacking and economy.