/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

back in my down phase
did some cylinders as per Brent's course, wasn't terribly fun but that's expected
copic grey sketch markers arrived, tried them out a bit but rather quickly ran into the reality that I can't put them to good use since I still can't fucking draw
the thoughts rolling around in my brain are along the lines of 'why am I bothering? what do I even want out of all this? this is a waste of time. even if I could draw, my ideas are worthless. this isn't worth the effort', and so forth