/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I am legitimately paranoid. I feel like my foot has been placed too close to the SJW crowd and now I feel mentally trapped. I feel that the moment I do or draw something that is not 'correct' or is 'bad' (one example being drawing fanart for something that is morally questionable and not PC) I will get dogpiled and put down by the people who act all smiles towards me and others. I am afraid of all the people who follow me and my mutuals and I feel that just by having chit chatted with them I have placed a target on my back and they will turn on my in the blink of a eye. I am especially afraid of my followers with all the red-flags that you typically see from stereotypical, social-justice twitter trash. I want to be stronger and be able to say "I will do what I want and no one will tell me what to do" but when I look at it in a realistic way I have a weak heart and I'm sure that any legitimately major backlash will shatter me.