/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>5123484
I do monthly commissions as my job, all very out-there NSFW stuff. It's gotten boring, repetitive, and nearly unbearable trying to do them. I've learned how to do certain things like crazy intense perspectives and female anatomy really well, but I'm lacking when it comes to texturing, backgrounds, and a few other things. But, I can't just stop work to practice those things, and no one's going out if their way to commission it. So I've plateaued there, for a year, and it sucks. I feel stuck.

My SFW account has stuck at 660 followers for like, 4 years now, and my NSFW it nearly 10k since 11/2018, 7k+ in 2020 alone, it's so fuckin stupid man. Like, I guess my art is good enough, but it's not /that/ good, otherwise I'd see success on my SFW too.

Whatever. Maybe I just need sleep. Just wanted to put this garbage feeling into words.