/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

but then i had more serious attempts like pic related

>>4308943

always gotta stay a beginner anon †

=LSD=
+made me drop out of college to pursue art
- made me drop out of college
- uhhh hebrew kabbalah yadda yadda
- you might not come back the same person, in fact for better or worse you do not come back the same person. I had nothing to fucking lose and my depression was ridiculous so i figured why not.
-seriously, it disenchants you with life, think life is a video game? you have no idea. Imagine "dropping out" out of mainstream consciousness completely.
+ you basically have to rebuild your life and reteach yourself everything from 1st grade up. Thats what people mean when you drop acid. you see the world so fucking differently.
+ Honestly? I don't regret this one, and totally regret this one. a lot of things changed for me, if you don't like the way your life is going, it will change your path in life (for better or worse)

=Ecstasy/MDMA=

+gives you those comfy sleepover deep talks with your friends makes you love love love!
- permanently fucks u up m8. not kidding it can chemically make depression a whooooollle lot worse.
+ if art gives you joy already i say stay away

=abilify/lithium/prozac=

+honestly can help you if prescribed correctly
- quell creativiy in the short run, but can help with mitigating depression