/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>find myself uninspired for months on end, trusty cintiq getting dusty
>feel bad, lazy and stupid
>decide to take a break from life for a while
>find extremely powerful new inspiration
>get home
>begin drawing a massive backgroun piece that I'm actually proud of
>computer suddenly closes down
>bricks entirely
>I don't have a computer anymore

it hurts bros

dunno how I'm gonna afford a new one, can't do commissions due to it all- and now my room looks like shit because something is out of place

god is punishing me