/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I feel a burning passion to create, but I feel like my hours spent daily aren't taking me far enough, and I constantly have the feeling of despair seeing that my sketches are complete shit. I end up taking hours on the early stages of the drawing just to figure out the composure and proportions. I regret it everyday that I quit art for 3 years after trying to get into it, now I'm really into my young adult years who seriously needs to get a job, my time is up to be a carefree kid who has plenty of time to practice. I want to create wonderful, sexy, cool and calm illustrations but I can't until I sink more years into this hobby. It hurts bros, giving up is the biggest mistake we make. We'll never get the time we spent on our asses doing nothing back. My dad sees my practice drawing as a waste of time because I'm not bringing in good money and he's right, what good is a 22 year old who keeps leaving jobs and draws all day for chump change. If only I could turn back time and use my time more wisely to be the good artist I dreamt of