/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I just want to start over. I just want to be left alone to my own devices. I just want to erase everything about me online and just have a clean slate (won't be entirely clean but you know). I envy a lot of people for just being happy. I want to be happy but I can't. I'm tired of helping others but no one helps me, feels like the world revolves around everyone but me. Nothing has changed since middle school of always being that kid no one notices until you need something from them, same shit online. I don't have family, I don't consider to have family outside my grandparents and a cousin. People only notice you when you have money, when you're good at something but never when you try hard and fail. Always feels like I'm constantly judged for even the littlest things that if I'm not perfect I shouldn't bother anyone for their time. I just want to be left alone, I don't want to be alone. They say good things come to those who wait but how long do I have to wait? I don't think even my dog likes me, I mean who will? You'll probably read this and move on, that's fine, It's about time I start drawing today anyway.