/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>3078023
webbeva here.
Week 2.
I literally have nothing to show for it.
I joined this hoping to finally get better at art and achieve something that would make me geniunley happy in my life. Then I started procrastinating and treating this whole thing as a chore instead of an opportunity to make something of myself. My story is a tale of warning: just because you draw every day doesn't mean you get better. Actually give effort. The only thing I've gained from this experience is confirmation that I'm a lazy faggot who constantly makes excuses and would rather dream of getting just a little better rather than putting in the work, because "it's soooooo haaaard, I don't wannaaaa' righ' nooooow!" I officially recognize my worthlessness.

I'm going to kill myself before 30.

>>3076516

>want to improve
>draw everyday
>don't learn, don't try, don't use online Loomis books or personal art books
>look back, realize you wasted your commendable aspirations
>realize you're an ass
>realize you'll never get better because you're lazy
>realize you'll never be happy
>didn't know what you were expecting