/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>be a regular in a draw room for many months
>love what people make and try to pick up drawing
>constantly feel uninspired and can't help contribute
>feel as if all eyes are on me when I draw
>get angry and leave in a fit of disappointment to draw alone and do poses or some shit
>cycle repeats
i just wanna draw cool, ok looking stuff
not even perfect 1:1 just good enough to please me and others