/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I don’t even know what to draw anymore and I can’t come up with interesting designs or poses
My skill is getting worse and it’s becoming difficult for me to draw things that were once trivial to illustrate
I’ve tried breaking into more than a few semi-niche fanart audiences to 0 avail, my posts are starting to average 20 likes compared to 50 last year
I don’t want to look up tutorials because I am too retarded to know how to apply them
I have basically been degrading in both skill and mental horsepower since last summer and there’s no way to stop it or k ow how bad it’s going to get.
I don’t want advice, just wondering if anybody else is ready to drink themselves into the cemetery via failed liver and just veg out on videogames until then