/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

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blog?

I have one of your drawings in my creepy reference folder so its neat to find you in this thread

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I have a comfort zone that isn't productive, has a tiny niche, wont make for good portfolio work and I keep on returning to it because my brain can generate them easily and quickly. I do studies and important work on the side, but I rarely seem to apply them to what I'm actually doing, or post them anywhere. I have ambition and goals, but can't seem to work on something more then 4+ hours w/o burnout to move closer to those goals. whenever I draw a creature its in profile, whenever I draw a human/monster its in 3/4ths and it all begins to look the same and pisses me off. The days I have off I spend as much time as I can painting, but minimum wage job is such a fucking timesink that I end up throwing away the better portion of my waking hours in a week to it. I'm angry because I'm unfulfilled and anyone who is close to me aside one or two people can't understand the feeling because they settled on having an empty life. I'm getting old faster, all I want to do is drink and render out a painting