/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I fucking hate Twitter, I keep comparing myself to other artists that I am friends that have higher follower counts and are quite well-known. The whole /ic/ rhetoric of "You're just not good enough git gud grind loomis faggot" doesn't help either, especially since the art community on Twitter kind of holds that same belief, except they blanket it with fake kindness and positivity. Yet I want to feel like I am just on the same level of those big artists I look up to. None of my posts blow up on Twitter I fucking hate that shit site why do I try to be relevant