/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>finally force myself to draw after almost a year
>one of the biggest heartbreaks/disappointments of my life rolls into a depressive episode where I feel paralyzed and can do almost nothing but work shitty job
>my first scribble is not as bad as I feared all along, better even, still don't think it's good but it's okay
>look at my old work and see the improvement, realize my old work wasn't the worst either

Even if I'm still not that good, there's something inside me that I can only get out through art. I tried so hard to give it up and move on but I can't. I'm an artist after all.