/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Why do I progress so badly? I started drawing four years ago, but I've only been more serious about it for about a year. I don't draw for a ton of time, but I see most people's journeys of just a few weeks or months and just become so much better than me. Idek if I enjoy drawing anymore, just putting shit onto a page makes me feel bad. Maybe I just don't care about it enough, I couldn't see myself drawing 6 hours every day in my free time. I feel like I don't have the basic observation and copying skills that everybody else does, not to say I think I have some disability I'm blaming this on, I just suck. I feel horrible every time I see art on my timeline, that I'm pathetic, useless, and have no value.