/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>Relevant person asks me to post work
>Spend hours in front of an email trying to formulate a reply
>Eventually fucking bail like a pussy, again
>Why the fuck do I get paralysis when I have to do something that matters?
>Oh right, it's because I'm a dysfunctional depressed fuck, I hate myself and I want to die and I have lost every ounce of self-esteem and I've been stewing in complete isolation for an amount of time that no other human being would survive and I couldn't get any help that worked whatsoever, who am I kidding I don't even commit to any real work anymore, I just cling to this idea that it is still possible for me to do something with my life because the next alternative on the list is killing myself and I sort of don't wanna die.
>Drink
>Go to sleep
>Forget about it next morning until next reality check
I'm a fucking wheel that's falling off its axis, it's only a matter of time
God fucking damnit, why does it have to be like this

>>4269741
Holy shit this level of retardation is beyond surreal.

>>4103726
If you don't see it then you havent picked a gesture book on your life, and that is not my problem, also how retarded you need to be to not see that he is drawing pin ups, good lord I swear this board is doomed, the only arguments I see against artist of western is "le lusty boomers XDXDXD".

>>4100090
Top teir bait. I almost replied with a serious comment.

Really nigga? What so profund sorrows or joys do you have to express through art? What is that beauty you talk about?
Don't shit on me, but most of the users here are souless robots with no blood on their veins, the biggest clue is they love anime, don't get me wrong, you can like anime, but I'm refering to thoose highly digested mush of romance/comedy ones, is pure expressions of not having anything better to do with your time, what are you going yo show me? Your patethic teenage dramas? The happyness of when you saw 3 animes on a row? Theres no enough technique that saves a dry soul

>wants to make money out of furry commissions
>is not a furry and don't even like NSFW

>>4053748