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>>3867288
Been having lots of really bad headaches for I think 2 months now, mostly focused on the right side of my head. I've also been feeling really tired, sleeping a lot yet waking up feeling restless and eating too little.
Turns out I got a tumor on my right eye that may be the cause of all this but my doctor isn't sure so I got sent to take some exams and a brain scanner that's going to be expensive as fuck.
Been trying to push back the anxiety by drawing but the moment I want to think of anything my head starts to hurt and I need to lay down. And when I do manage to make something I can't make sense of it and my hand shakes.
God, why.