/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>be beginner
>"Wow anon this is good"
>take compliment but don't believe I deserved it
>see other better artists
>try to make friends with them
>get too needy
>ruin friendship
>"let it fucking go"
>can't let it go because I feel terrible for being so needy
>get depressed
>art feels like it's getting worse
>want to die
Fuck social anxiety