/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>tfw you can't wait for the day that you stop using this shithole of a website but you still need /ic/ for now

>tfw too much of a social retard to join the /ic/ Discord or some kind of git gud together group

>want to go all in on an art career because I love it so much
>worried about what women who I date will think
>worried about if I can get a quality woman if I can barely support a family with the shitty artist's income/freelance work

Am I alone in this feel?

How do I get better? It's a simple question and it is asked every day here but seriously, how do you get better? I do studies and other stuff to improve myself but its still the same shit. I mean, I am getting better but its so slow it doesnt matter, you know what I mean?

There should be a guide for becoming a good artist in 1 year or something like that.

How do I fight with procrastination? I have been drawing a lot for 2 weeks then suddenly I stopped wanting to draw at all. I know the urge of drawing will come some day but I dont want to rely on motivation. Do I have depression? I just wake up and I cant do shit.