/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4389518
>>4390253
>>4396917
>loneliness/feeling numb.
It's called social isolation, and you can get it even if you're not actually alone. You can look it up under that name or contact one of the Cracked.com writers (Seanbaby?)- he has a recurring 'joke' about putting out a cigarette against his skin just to feel something again.
same boat.

>>4392028
I write down money-making schemes as I come up with or encounter them. Most aren't going to be actionable but they are ideas to launch off of.
Assuming anon was right, I think the American Sign/ASL interpreter would probably be the best fit. You can learn ASL online from Duolingo.

>>4397105
I never got specific memories but this sounds a lot like what would happen when I began woodcarving, I'd get really depressed when I got to a part that felt pointless and mostly mindless (scrabbling at a hard piece of wood with a knife too thin to properly cut it).
It sounds like you're not used to being alone with your thoughts, man.
Or possibly you're in a vulnerable/threatened state of mind, and bringing up threatened memories because of it. Try woodcarving? It resolved eventually in my case.
https://www.amazon.com/Morakniv-Carving-Knife-Laminated-2-4-Inch/dp/B082BGW96W