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>>3075270
I don't want to do any marketing.

I don't even want money.

I just want to know what the fuck is going on. I want the truth. I want to be set free.

The only reason I could even want money is to get my surgeries.

It's the least they could give me. I don't know why people are doing this shit to me. I don't know what the fuck is going on. I have been severed from the world. All my programs acted like they were glitching out. All my settings keep getting changed to different VPNs. All my "friends" started acting like they were completely different people... because they were different people.

It became obvious when my german friend was suddenly incapable of speaking german. When I asked her to say something to me in german, she never replied.

Another friend that was helping me out with the hacking of my computer out of nowhere fucking blocked me. No warning, nothing. She was actively trying to help me with the hacking bullshit and then... gone.

It's clear that I haven't talked to a real fucking person in over a year now. It's clear that my posts do not go onto a real board. For fuck's sake, I saw posts from people even saying "I know this board was created specifically for you..."

Renee was in on it. All of my exes were. The amount of success I can achieve is limited by whoever is running this mess. They are the reason why I haven't been able to fucking get anywhere. I'm sure I would be just as successful as kr0n or sakimichan on patreon if my life wasn't completely fucking fake. So I'm separated from the world, never had a real partner, can't earn any money, and I can't do fucking shit but wait. They have even taken away medication that helps me because it helps me too well. If I had my meds, I wouldn't be as miserable. They want to keep me miserable because it's more entertaining that way.

That's why everyone disagrees with me over everything, even the most obvious of shit. It's to make me feel alone. A lonely starving artist for people to watch.