/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Anxiety anon again. The studio the allowed zoom discussions calls and stuff has ended.I have a little more direction now for curating a portfolio to get a job with them now. At least I know what tiny things I was missing and so forth. Just trying to get some solid fundies and life drawings in cafes now to practice. In two weeks professors will have to check their emails again and hopefully I'll get some more direction. The one industry pro that got back to me was helpful but I feel like it's always the same thing "wow great work, try _____ in your port work like I do! Just keep drawing anon" I'm just hoping I don't finish my huge portfolio update for all the studios to go "well actually we aren't doing remote work anymore! when you coming to cuckifornia?????" I really want to be able to get in soon and save before than.

I guess I'm just stressed cause it just how can you all say I'm doing great but I can't get like a entry level gig. I know some an industry professional here will say "dude they probably don't have a project available for you to join yet, just be patient" but it sucks you know. I don't get anxiety posting on my social media anymore. I don't get many likes but I never did to begin with. I think it helps knowing that despite only getting 3-9ish likes on my posts industry professionals like it.