/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>realize I've been using writing pencils for drawing and holding it the wrong way and sharpening it wrong the whole time
I think I should watch more Proko.

How do I get my adhd brain to sit down and shut up and read the goddamn sticky fully
I keep finding reasons to quit, like 'oh no I need to get this done' or 'no I gotta get ready to go here', it's the same thing with /fit/ I can't wrangle my tard ass to sit down and absorb the information
And when I ask adv they're like 'adhd's not real' and refuse to elaborate

When I listen to good music, I think about specific autistic internet interests I have and imagine cool fight scenes and symbolic dancing and shit.

And I wanna make that a real thing, so what do I gotta download to do that? Some sort of animation program? I should learn storyboarding right? I don't know what I'm really looking for here in the art terms.