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For most people having kids is their only aspiration that isn't consumerist shit like getting a better paying job so they can buy a fancy car.

It's actually insane to me that they can just live like that without wanting to kill themselves. When I started my first fulltime job and moved out of my parents house the monotony and feeling of "this is it" after like half a year was actually driving me to suicide. I ended up picking up drawing to give myself I sense of purpose and it's pretty much what keeps me alive and hopeful now. I'm starting to unironically believe in the npc meme because I cannot comprehend how a sentient being can just surrender himself to that sort of existence and not be constantly bothered by it to the point where he breaks and does something or kills himself