>tfw ive been drawing for nearly a year and I havent even improved signigicantly.
Dont treat art like a gym or something to grind. I did it and reaped bad results. You have to love art, its not a skill you learn by following particular rules or systems. It involves creativity, specific problems and specific solutions. After all this time im only good at is doing fundies. Ive wasted a large amount of time and now my family thinks im a loser with no talent and should get a job and give up on my dream. Humiliating.
I could just view this as a learning moment and be better but after so much time I feel like I should just give up. Use me as a warning. Never be like me. Dont grind, please just dont.