/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

My goal is to be good as/or better than pic related and find a way to make art a career. Its either than or an hero.

Always feel inspired when I look at this piece.

Money is a pretty good motivator yes, the thing is though that isn't the main reason as to why I am doing art. the top 3 reasons are

1.To be good enough to have my art showcase on artstation confidently and get a steady in house job.

2. be good enough that my art is good enough to sell, example sakimichan or any other well paid patreon. Aim for the stars and land on the moon and all that stuff.

3. Be better than my pony fucker friend that is making more than my parents drawing furry porn for a living.

Top 3 reasons why I am giving art my all. Money is up there on the list as a motivator since you do need it to fucking live. Its just not the main goal. I'm already a piece of shit with nothing to lose so why the fuck not, art or die. Also pic related is a another motivator for me as art is concerned, guys pretty good. Sorry for blog post

>>1992181
You sound the similar to me, don't worry anon we will all make it.

>24

>Start last year November when I was 23.

>Programming and genial graphics art.

>To be somewhere as good as the guys who drew pic related. Then start a patreon when I get good enough and draw for people to make a living.

Sure I'll bite, I just want to get it off my chest.

Spent the last 6 or so years in a college course I hate and not passing anything because I keep fucking procrastinating like an idiot and can't help it.
Doesn't look like I'll graduate either, I don't want to drop out either since it would look bad on me and the family. and if I do it would be with shit GPA anyway, had a job for 1 year and quite this month because of clashes with classes. Started drawing around November last year and complete shit, I hate looking at my sketchpad sometimes,completed 3 half way through my 4th. Bought a cheap Wacom tablet from what I worked and waiting for it to be delivered so I can start drawing digital, practice 2 -3 hours a day since I started and since I have no job now I draw for about 4. Right now I see myself as a fucking waste of space and I seriously don't know where my life is going, I can't even afford to move out since I have no money, getting a new job may clash with my classes again and my parents are on my fucking back saying that I'm being useless. As for my art I'll keep practicing until I am somewhere near pic related and maybe start a patreon when I am good enough.

tl;dr I wasted a couple years of my life and looking to art as a backup plan which is uncertain and that uncertainty is killing me inside.

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