/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>5119031
Yet again, I've failed, I've failed and failed like no one else, I'm tired of being talentless, do you have any idea what I feel? Defeat, that I know and over again. I can't grasp volume, 3D, or the form, I can't grasp values or depth, I can't grasp shadows, I'm tired, the dream is getting colder and colder while those less deserving are thriving, I tried to draw another hand based on the KEYS TO DRAWING exercise, 13 or 14 minutes and it's inferior to the one I did before, tried faces and failed, failed again. DRAWING FROM IMAGINATION? I can't, I can't even do what others post as "shit" to inspire me, it looks like shit, it's not even able and I mean it, to be finished, it's hot trash. Am I talenless? What's the reason of this hell? I literally can't draw from imagination, it looks horrible, it looks below the "shit tier" of others, I don't even know what I have to do and I can't do it again since it's so crushing and people refuse to help me.