/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4722445
You're gonna wish you were dead when I get my hands on those suicidal balls of yours.

I wish I had someone to beat me into drawing and not being a faggot. I get so stressed and anxiety riddled when it comes to draw. I've been dealing with this for years. I caved and got put on medication two years ago, have gone to therapists and even tried hypnosis, but nothing fixes the overwhelming stress.

There is so much to learn in drawing and coming up with some sort of game plan is hard. It's also difficult to pace myself. I get really caught up in things; whenever I get into something I spend numerous hours a day doing whatever it is, and when I'm not actively studying, I'm thinking about it. I get burnt out out a week or two.

I guess I'm just venting. I've got all the books in the world to study from and plenty of free time; I've been drawing since I was a child and have a solid grasp on things that a lot of people don't, but I still get so upset when I draw. I want to form some sort of simple daily routine for drawing but every time I try it just overwhelms me and it makes me stop.

I was thinking about printing out seven master drawings a week, one for each day, and then doing a copy, going back over my drawing to fix the errors, and then drawing it again from memory. Not sure how effective such a schedule would really be.