/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>Practice something for years and years and still not confident in my own skills
>Practice drawing for a year and I'm still not confident in my own skills despite doing gesture drawings and having confident lines
>Can never do anything deliberate
>Everything I do is a joke because I fear putting real effort into something and getting shit on like I always do
It never ends, does it. I feel like I'll eternally have shit confidence in every single thing that I do. Is it just depression or low self-esteem? I want off this ride.

I can't measure to save my life. Let's be real here. The reason I didn't want to is because I'm an incompetent, untalented garbage artist and I made this thread to yet again procrastinate on actually practicing and making progress. I feel like a retard. Which I am.
I'll keep practicing, but sorry for letting a thread die for this. I don't even know what I was thinking, or why I needed to display to the world a question I knew the answer to. I wish I could delete a thread.

>>3840690
Just stop, dude. This is painful to see.