/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>look at some cool concept arts online
>think about my own art and how I literally cannot finish a design because it just revolves into nonsense and how my art is generally pretty mediocre
>realize I started too late, never had the talent, will die of starvation or flip burgers and never have time for drawing again once college is done

Just tonight I tries to create a transformer that turned into a dragon, gave up after massacring the first mode and realizing at that point it literally just did not work
How do I stave off the black pill, should I just let it consume me and become an hero and a real human bean