/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

This...
But nobody really cares though, do they?
You either make it or you don't, and that's that.

>draw because you enjoy it and want to be creative
>says every artist with a decent sized following

My brain is permanently stained with the goal of success in mind, so that instead of freely drawing, I immediately compare myself to others and degrade my own abilities.
I swear now every time I see well received artwork, I just think of how I'm an inferior human being.

Any tips on self-brainwashing to purge the biological need to be noticed/wanted as well as the conditioned flood of self doubt every time I see someone at a level I wish to be?