/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4401993
>>4402006
I am a very strange fella

I don't know how to put it in words but I have lived the last 15 or so years, thinking art was all talent but it's just not, it's all form and understanding and talent comes from understanding it, I litterally hated every waking day of my life because I fucking love anime autistically and live in Yorkshire (hostile work environment), anytime I get put in a art "class" it's drawing exactly what you see without seeing any form

What I did to find the SPIRIT
>Got autistically into hips and fap to them a lot
>Started mapping anime girls with proportion in mind only, try to capture all the curves right, used a fucking youtube video to help me because I am poor as fuck and never have money in the bank
>(I did also ink and color them like a tard but do whatever)
>I wanted to get a understanding of objects in general, all mine that I have ever doodled and shit just don't look right, I wanted more understanding after just doing flat images and got into the juicy meaty fucking delicious thing that is perspective and drawing from the viewpoint in mind

I also did autistic things like quickly mapping a shitshot kawaii uguu face and literally getting used to the motion of constantly drawing circles squares

Now it's that my mind can't stop thinking about putting it all together, I don't have any form in how I really plan out my images from the getgo and i am trying to figure it all out,but just playing around with these concepts in practice and mostly sketch has been nice