/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I can't cure my object drawing and I am depressed with esteem issues and many other things, I am looking for drawing as a means to escape.

I know I am on the right path with my understanding of gestures, for example both marked K are Keanue reeves, except notebook one is only looking at what lines and individual shapes makes me feel and translating that while the other one is looking at relations, and lines and all.

Do you guys think I have skill? should I wait until I get shrink to help me fix my mental state? Perhaps I shouldn't beat myself up until then.