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Was forced back home because of Covid.
Living again with my family, rather than basically solitary in my apartment, reminds me of how "wrong" my thinking is. To an extent.

I can't seem to care about my family, or anyone. I don't connect at any level. I hate it, I only see them as providers/meal-tickets, regardless of how "caring" they act towards me.

But at the same time, they follow a cultish religion and so does everyone else in the country. Exasperated by Ramadan.
If I'm found as an apostate, I would at best be disowned and homeless and worst killed.

>They don't hate you because they think you're one of them.
Was what another anon said to me, it's frighteningly true.