/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4611766
It's been almost 6 hours and I just launched csp kill me

So... Im just starting photoshop, where I began?

>>4055282
I wasted 3 years thinking I could draw just 1 hour a day an make progress. Started drawing 4+ hours a day last month and have made more progress in that month than I have since I started. I feel so stupid.

>>3142620
>Go to fucking Japan and a foreign black person and see how people treat you compared to white people.

is it really that bad, anon-kun?

>>2919039
I can order meds from Mexico, but no idea what will even help. I decided to visit the school nurse tomorrow to see where I can get medical intervention the sooner the better. My emotional self-preserving side is completely shot dead but at least my rational goal-oriented side is still working. I'll schedule a blood test with a different doctor so I can get my numbers. Probably gonna get normal results again but who knows, I might get a "your testosterones are at the level of a faggot" result.

I'll be honest, the real reason why I decided to get help and go on medication is because the distribution from my stock portfolio got interrupted. Turns out I had my old bank linked to it, so the money bounced and they want me to "verify" my current bank account. I was too tired to do it right, and wrote "44k" and ended up taking $44 out instead of $44,000 anyway. Now I have to suffer another week till I can get the money out of my portfolio.

I was also told by the legal advisor that it will take weeks to sort through the bullshit like writing a legit will and dealing with taxes so the gubbermint won't go after the organizations I give my money to.

The students in my class and the professor also noticed me walking out early on the midterm and began texting me. Oh shit, they're all watching. A notice from the campus police also showed up warning everyone to report suspicious behavior the day after I lost my shit on the hick in the truck, who again almost ran over the students today. I already showed too many weird signs to get away with a clean unnoticed suicide. I feel pathetic. Committing suicide is harder than I thought. I can't even suicide right. Easier to just get meds.


>>2919042
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>>2919158
Yeah I've been doing CBT type of things by myself since I was a teen.

>Although you'd be surprised at the amount of young prostitutes who run their own SJW tumblrs.

I've seen the girls use it. It's not the stupid type of tumblr though.

>>2820077
but but but....

>>2795105
>having a particular phenotype that makes you more apt than your peers for certain tasks is the very definition of talent.

oh no please don't crush the /ic/ dream that any and everyone can "grind" their way into becoming a pro artist

>>2762799
you can't rape the willing. also i discovered that he's a male prostitute and i am freaking the fuck out that i might be HIV+.

brb trying to make it before i die of aids

Why even bother learning to draw when robots will someday be better than us in a few days of studying.