/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4034961
>if I say his skills are the result of magic and not training, I am excused from trying to reach his level

>>3997691
why are porn cameramen ok with pleasing other men?

I've been neet for 3 years, started properly drawing like 8 months ago, I mean actually studying, etc. It started real slow but now I put in ~4 hours on average a day.
I start a new job on Monday and it's physical outdoor shit. Scared I'm gonna be so tired I stop drawing entirely. Gonna try force 30 minutes after work every day, though, just for dad. But I'm a mega skelly and I reckon this shit'll ruin me every day for a month at least.
Anyone similar position or have experienced before? Super anxious about a job among everything else, doing my head in, kinda wanna decline & just bail and remain neet but I really shouldn't.
Sorry I'm kinda going off topic but OP thread similar as I can really get I guess.