/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>total /beg/
>grind my ass off for 2-3 months
>finally getting happy with my work
>start to really challenge myself with new material
>bunch of terrible shit happens IRL, get consumed with anxiety
>stop drawing for 2 months because I can't bring myself to do anything
>yesterday, spend all day drawing lines just to familiarize myself with using pen and pencil again
>today, set up to do some sketching
>can't even do a basic contour drawing anymore like it's day 1

What the fuck happened?

>used to record every single one of his streams, every single day
>shared it with anons on /a/ and /ic/ as possible
>they loved it
>can't record anymore due to long, shitty work
>getting paid $0.5/hr (~$10/day)
God fuck these feels, at least he isn't drawing any lewds right now

Do you think there any strange art communities on the deep web?

>5pm and I haven't slept
>ill just have a little nap before las
>set my alarm for 3 hours and get comfy
>wake up
>it's pitch black
>oh god oh god oh god
>stumble to my phone
>4am
>im out
>im actually out
>they're all making fun of me right now in the thread
>it's over, shit shit shit
>boot up pc and check the submissions
>im still in
>what
It took me a few minutes to realise. I did actually wake up on time yesterday, did my submission, sent it in before the deadline then went back to sleep.

This thing is driving me insane, I was in such a panic, lost all memory of it. I'm going back to sleep, fuck every last one of you.