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Op, please don't spend all your money. You'll regret it if/when you come out of this. If you must, bequeath it in your will to be given after the fact, so you have a safety net.

It sounded like someone cheated on you? They were a bad person. It'll hurt a long time and maybe never fully go away, but you will feel more normal over time. If it's something else that'll never be better, then from personal experience, it goes one day at a time until all the days run out. Almost a decade has gone by this way for me, so I have faith you could do it.

It looks like you have nothing to lose by trying medication and taking your midterms. Medication is a bandage, but it holds the floods back to give you time to fix the dam.