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>>2707819

>At the time I felt no guilt or remorse because I was in a bad place at the time. It wasn’t until a month after, 2 months after stepping back from the project, that I was finally getting back to normal. The pain was subsiding and while I was waiting on the final test results so far I was in the clear. I think this was 7 weeks ago. At this point I wrote a couple times in this blog that I was probably good to return to the LAS but there was still some hesitation. I felt guilty for abandoning the email support and I think that guilt kept me away.

>2 weeks later I finished up the study plan I was on and I pretty much came out and said that there was no reason I shouldn’t be back to working on the LAS and that I was a piece of shit for avoiding it.

>This was a little more than a month ago. As stupid as it sounds but the shame and guilt of abandoning the project were keeping me from returning to it. I ended up working on the back-end to further minimize the amount of maintenance and upkeep the site needed as well as fixing a couple bugs. I think the only front-end change that came through was when I removed the Challenges announcement banner that had been up for months. At one point I had even removed the creation of new topic challenges being created so I could move forward with the site redesign. I chickened out and added them back in because if I removed them I’d have to explain what was going on.

>So that’s my side of it. I mentioned at the start of the post that someone from the LAS had commented on my previous post and they said they’re angry at me and I can understand why. I honestly didn’t think anyone read this blog but if they have then yeah I can see them being upset. I’ve been talking about being excited about other projects, working on them and planning for a future that doesn’t involve the LAS.