/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I cant anymore. I have been trying to draw for around 5 years now,and for the last year i feel like i havent improved one bit. Every time i try to draw something different it takes me literal hours,and it takes an ungodly amount of effort sketches included. I feel like i'm drawing in someone else's art style,i literally feel uncomfortable now while drawing,i feel like i'm not being honest with myself. Everything out of my comfort zone of drawing feels like a literal train wreck,and even when i'm done,things just look,unnutaral,like drawn by a computer,too perfect,too artificial.Should i go back to basics and restart the whole climb? I'll do anything i just to improve fuck.
Havel i drew while trying out some new techniques with new pens