/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>take classical art lessons at local awesome art academy
>notice fast improvement in my stuff
>get hired for figure modeling by a teacher

>3 years

>go to school for pharmacy shit because I never had the confidence to rely on my art for anything really
>meet 12/10 guy, slowly move in and basically become his housewife
>he encourages me to draw and paint all the time but we play a lot of vidya together and it's
>lack of confidence/discipline/not knowing where to start means I've been working on the same master copy for over a year now
>guilt from not just doing pharmacy so I can help pay bills
>guilt from not practicing
>mfw I've been drawn and painted more than I've drawn and painted the last year...
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