/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4939704
I have issues studying art, my ADHD doesn't let me learn by visual alone and yet that's the advice all my art teachers give me and the way they all make me learn, "just watch how this works and replicate it!" simply doesn't work for me and I feel like my art has stagnated because of that.
It's taken a tool on my self esteem which depresses me more, and that makes me draw worse.

>>4816733
>Every college in my third world country has 3 month vacations in summer
>Decide to take some commissions for the summer break
>Due to wrist pain after college finals decided to take a small hiatus of 3 weeks
>We only get 4 weeks vacations
>Back on college
>Shit ton of commissions to work on
Jesus christ why am I so stupid, it's been a month and I am behind 2 weeks of college work, my teachers don't like anything i've been showing them and their "critique" is useless as shit, what the fuck should I do?